and I believe this has got to do with hormonal imbalance. It's just weird that it occurs at certain times of the year and for the past couple of years, I'm like in a quarter-life crisis every first quarter of the year (and I'm only approaching quarterlife... still not there). This is the time when with the trusty SMBs are ever so useful... but this is also the time when I don't feel like going out at all. I just want to be all by myself in my room soundtripping or reading whatever I can get my hands on... watch tv and tearjerker movies like Armageddon, I am Sam, Deep Impact. I don't want to text or talk on the phone or anything. I want alone time.
The reality is that I can never have too much of alone time. I still need to go out, go to work, interact with people... aaaargh. Maybe I need a new environment talaga. Sometimes I just wanna go away from the workaday world and hie off to the woods. I imagine a log cabin and me eating marshmallows by the fireplace, book in hand, earphones on, a bunch of pillows, a comforter and cold weather. Baguio is that you?
So now it's Saturday night and I'm at home watching episodes of Gossip Girl in between other things. I opted to stay-in to give my hardworking liver a well-deserved break. My Dad just got home from playing Golf (and the after-game weekly gulp with his friends) with two orders of Salmon Sashimi. It's been drizzling all day and now it's raining hard. There's something about the rain that relaxes. I don't know if it's the smell or the sound. I just love it when it rains.
Wala lang. Random post... the first for 2008. Thank you.