I think I just can't keep still for longer periods of time. When I do this, it doesn't really mean that I've drifted. I'm still listening to the conversation, mindful of what's happening. I just need an outlet. It's therapeutic for me, actually. And it's not ADHD. ADHD is worse.
Exhibit A shows my doodles on a tissue paper while on a meeting with some clients. Someone asked what I'll do with this piece of trash (or work of art) when I'm done. Nothing. It will go to the waste bin. But for it to have a purpose, I posted it on this blog so I could show people how restless I am. Haha