I'm sorry. I'm sorry that at the end of the day, I find that it's not the work that frustrates me.
And I'm not not sure what I'm holding out for or what's in the way. This frustration is unnecessary and I'm not sure I want to do this for a long time.
This shouldn't be it. Whatever I think, say or do next could be perceived as selfish, but it has got to happen.
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