I'm breaking up with you.

Just realized that it's Edward Cullen I like and not Robert Pattinson because Edward is supposed to smell really good while Rob Pattz, unfortunately, doesn't.

Robert Pattinson Stinks

Robert Pattinson is making life hard on his co-stars while on the Vancouver set of New Moon. The man reeks.

“He stinks. I mean, it’s awful. He never showers, and it drives people on the set crazy,” dishes someone who works in very close quarters with Pattz.
“He completely reeks,” complains an annoyed crew member.

These started out as rumors on the net and of course, he dispelled them and I believed him (blame it on blind fanaticism, haha). BUT!!! There's no denying the GQ writer who merely expressed his observations:

"His clothes smell like he has recently purchased them off the back of someone more less fortunate than he."

I'm also not sure if I wanna believe the things that he says on that interview. Looks like he's just playing cool - perhaps too cool for his own good. So unlike Edward. Hahaha

Anyway, I'm still so looking forward to New Moon because Edward Cullen's in it and to see if it turns out any better than Twilight. I'm not sure how they're going to make that into a movie -- it's my second least-liked book in the series. Bella Swan is just manic-depressive all throughout!

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Now there's another Brit who caught my eye even before the Twilight Mania broke out. This one looks like he smells of Armani after shave. hahaha

Ed Westwick for K-Swiss

Parang gusto ko nang bumili ng sapatos.

I'll never get enough of CHUCK BASS!!!

Or my forever favorite since Spiderman, James Franco.

Hihihihihihi (giggles)

Twitter Twitter Twittering...

I haven't been writing here lately because I'm getting to appreciate microblogging in Twitter a lot more than I used to. Twitter is the next step after Facebook. In my observation, unlike Friendster and Multiply, Facebook has become more appealing to old people. I have aunts, uncles and faraway relatives from yonder who have befriended me and now they get to find out more about me than what they usually see in family functions. It's fine to have da pulis force in the family in my friend list but because they're there, I tend to be more careful. I also have clients and industry friends who add me up on FB and that really blurs the lines of personal and professional information-sharing (I don't mean to say I don't want them in my network... I'm just saying everything has limitations, I'm sure you all can relate).

Twitter

Anyway, what I like about Twitter is that it's a microblog. I can put random thoughts out there for people to see (or for my own consumption) and at the same time, I get to see their random thoughts, too. 90% of those I follow on Twitter are people I don't personally know... although I do know them to a certain extent, like Trent Reznor, Liam Gallagher (who just started his own clothing line called Pretty Green), Ellen Degeneres, Britney Spears, John Mayer (he tweets that he's getting ready for a jam), Bloc Party, Barack Obama (definitely not him but his PR or something), Kimi Raikkonen (who updates his Twitter on a weekly basis, I think. Like "just finished testing and tyres are great")... etc. For people who are mobile, it's also convenient for getting real time news. I got by the minute updates on the Australian GP yesterday via F1's Twitter on mobile.

Nine Inch Nails in Manila

Speaking of Trent Reznor, he confirmed on his Twitter that NIN is coming to Manila in August. Some unconfirmed reports indicate that the venue is at the Araneta Coliseum. I'm really excited since I like/love their music and I've read about how good they are live. My problem is (yeah, problem), my friends and I don't really share the same taste in music. They're more of the Rihanna type whereas I enjoy those otherwise so I'm sure I'll have a tough time convincing any of them to spend a few grand to watch NIN with me. A cousin of mine loved the band (and had it been possible, I would have had no trouble asking him to go), but unfortunately he's already making his own music high up the heavens.

Brawn @ Australian GP
And speaking of F1, I think the results of the Australian GP was a great, albeit surprising, way to start the season. At least there's a new contender challenging the podium staples. I'm just wondering what happened to the Ferraris, though. And I'd like to add that Brawn's colors remind me of my Stabilo Boss highlighters in highschool. And that Rubens Barrichello is such a perennial second-stringer, I wonder how he feels. At least he got his place in the podium.

I also think that Lewis Hamilton did pretty well, having come back from 18th from the grid to place third (Trulli was later penalised which cost him the third spot). Now as opposed to Button who led all the way (and didn't have much trouble maintaining that lead), I'd say Hamilton did a lot of work to end up 3rd. However, it's also arguable that Hamilton's finish was a result of the other drivers' misfortune.

A few years ago (in the early 2000s), a friend invited me to attend a Mild Seven event at the NBC Tent (I think) where Jenson Button was the highlight of the night. I begged off from that to attend some debut or something and it was okay because he was relatively unpopular then as he drove for one of the lesser known constructors... Guess I wrote him off too soon!

The year before Fernando Alonso became the youngest champion, he went to Manila as a promotional stunt for Renault and Mild Seven. The family of a close friend owned the restaurant where they held the press conference but the family was instructed to keep mum and to refrain from inviting outsiders to the event. In short, none of us knew. We were still in school then and I was just shocked to see photos of her chatting with him on her friendster! Betrayal! hahaha Well I guess now that I've also done a super secret presscon, I understand what she had to do at that time. I wasn't dying to meet Fernando Alonso anyway.



*Currently listening to: Electric Feel by MGMT

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EDIT:

This just in (Apr 2, 6 PM):

Hamilton excluded from Australian results, Trulli regains third

McLaren’s Lewis Hamilton has been disqualified from last weekend’s
Australian Grand Prix after a second stewards’ investigation on Thursday decided
both he and his team had provided ‘misleading' evidence during a hearing held
after the Melbourne race.

Okay... I wrote in my post above that I thought Hamilton worked really hard to place at least third - would've been nicer if he coupled it with some honesty.

Ang Huling El Bimbo

I haven't had the chance to write about my own eheads experience and maybe I never will. Much has been written and everybody knows the show was fantastic. It's true that no other Pinoy band has had the same effect on the people even after several years of being not together and I'm happy to have been part of local music history. It was just great to participate in a large karaoke party where everyone knew most of the songs by heart. When you're with about 100,000 people, cussing never felt so good! (and so normal considering it was part of the lyrics, haha!) I didn't even realize that I still knew the words of their songs which weren't as heavily played in the airwaves (some of those never even made the airwaves at all).

Five days after the event and I'm still hung-over from the craziness. Seeing the photos and reading all the blog accounts bring back memories from the night. It's the first time, I think, that I allowed myself to be bumped here and there by the JJs in the VIP section without complaining. Yes, the Jumping Jologs made it to the VIP section during the super final set and inspite of that, it was fun. We all love the 'heads and I thought during those final moments which we only get rarely, we're all entitled to enjoy the show any way we know how. The last three songs were the best, thank God I'm a slow walker and chose not to squeeze myself in the crowd that was exiting the place. Because I didn't rush to wherever the crowd was leading when the show was over, took my time traversing my own path, and the fact that I was still hoping the night hasn't ended, I managed to discreetly re-enter an unguarded gate only to find myself (and my friend) led right infront of the stage in time for the last three songs -- and we screamed and sang our hearts out with the celebrities and other VIPs, and the jumping Js. I'm not quite sure but I might have turned into a JJ for a moment there. :)

Wait, did I just write about my experience? Hahaha

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I'm turning a year older in a few days and I can only hope that this year is better than the previous ones. I think I'm ready for positive change in whatever aspect of my life it may come. I've never been a risk-taker as I've always tended to go with what's comfortable and certain but I think I'm really ready to get out of my comfort zone now.


Currently listening to: Spiralling by Keane

Joy needs (those tagging things).

Here's another one:

Type your name into Google with the word needs in quotes. For example: "(your name here) needs". Write the first 10 results in a note and tag friends.

1. Joy needs tragedy. (No, thank you)
2. Joy needs a better understanding of the nature of evil. (Oh, believe me, I know it already.)
3. Joy needs to take a lesson and step to the back of the line. (probably)
4. Joy needs prayers. (Don't we all?)
5. Joy needs no translator of Flickr.
6. Joy needs a new storyline in general. (Agree.)
7. Joy needs new ingredients.
8. Joy needs jokes. (Yes. I need to have some fun.)
9. Joy needs 11th hour help. (Yes to that again.)
10. (If) Joy needs to apologize for a single facetious adjective, then I think you need to apologize for the baby-eating jokes... (haha)

Here's one from me:

1. Joy needs something new. She has a lot of things to do but yet, she's bored.
   

Hypnotise

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.
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1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...
Breakdown by Mariah Carey (what a pity)

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Blister in the Sun by Violent Femmes

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Underneath it All - No Doubt (Real beauty is on the inside!)

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Need You Bad - Jasmine Sullivan (dedicated to Miguel... as in San Miguel Light)

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Glitter in the Air - Pink

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Love and Peace or Else - U2 (exactly.)

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Jigsaw Falling Into Pieces - Radiohead (oh that's nice)

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Saints Are Coming - U2 (yeah yeah... help is on the way! haha)

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Metanoia - MGMT

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Use Somebody - Kings of Leon (haha)

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Better than Me - Hinder (sana... ;p)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Girl from the Gutter - Kina (actually, no.)

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
King for a Day - Greenday (Yeah!)

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Ang Huling El Bimbo - Eraserheads (hahahahaha)

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Leech - Incubus (hahahaha! hanggang ngayon, PAL parin. Palamunin!)

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Lights Out - Santogold (Yeah, I probably wouldn't slow dance)

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Name - Goo Goo Dolls (aaaaw. puede)

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Videotape - Radiohead (puede... in relation to films)

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Alkohol - Eraserheads (hahahahahahaha anobah)

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Pretend That You're Alone - Keane (nooooooooooh)

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Rehab - Rihanna (aaaah, Good Girl Gone Bad)

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For - U2 (ba't parang sakto halos lahat)

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
The World That We Live In - The Killers

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Everybody's Changing - Keane

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Who's Going Home With You Tonight - Trapt (I guess, whirlwind)

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Straight Lines - Silverchair (Pang Final Destination)

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Still - 98 Degrees (still... wala!)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Whatever it Takes - Leona Lewis (hmmm... I would've wanted my brother to live longer)

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
You and Me - Lifehouse (yaiks)

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Hypnotise - Bjork & Paul Oakenfold

WHERE I've been spending my time online

So it's been a while since my last blog post and clearly, I haven't gotten over the Twilight mania then. Well, I have now! Thank God! And after reading the books again and again, I realized that they weren't written that well. Not just grammar and style-wise but the whole thing like character establishment and what not. The only thing that probably got me hooked was (yeah you guessed it) Edward Cullen's character. He's such a dream. I can't wait for the next two movies (make them better, please!).

I'm online most of the time either via mobile or computer but the reason I haven't been blogging the past month is because... I didn't feel like writing. There's enough stuff online that kept me preoccuppied like surfthechannel (thank you to whever thought of this), justjared / perezhilton, and facebook. Most of the time was spent on surfthechannel because I was catching up on episodes of TV shows that I missed.

Now that I'm done catching up, I'm back here wasting my time. My blogs are not so much for whoever is interested to read them. They're actually for me. I like looking back, reading previous posts and remembering that time of my life when the posts were written.

I used to keep a journal when I was younger, only they didn't contain chronicles of my life but essays on whatever I was thinking of during that time. I just found the one I had in 1999 when I was cleaning up my stuff in the attic. I realized I used the word WHY in a lot of the titles. I had entries there titled, "Why I think Erap Wouldn't Make It," followed by, "Why Kevin is the Best Backstreet Boy." The last entry in that journal was an essay I submitted with the ACET application in response to a question included in the forms. The title: "What I can contribute to the Ateneo." Hahahahahaa! I didn't fulfill my promises. I didn't contribute anything! The society is not in a better state now, even when I'm already done with my Ateneo education.

It's not over yet, though, until my last breath. Who knows, I might do something really life-changing for myself and for others in the future... then again I could be too lazy to even bother. Hahaha

OMFG. Guuuuuuuuuh.

1. Shooting Twilight (around April - June 2008)















2. Promoting Twilight (around November 2008)

3. DECEMBER 2008

Ohmygush (gush talaga!) Love the new hair! :-)

Because I'm Ms. Brightside

I know I promised that I'll try to be a positive thinker for the most part and find fulfillment in whatever I have now but I can't help recognizing a similar sentiment in this book I'm reading (and it isn't Twilight!).

The waitress brings his coffee. Takashi adds cream, clanks his spoon around in the cup, and drinks.

Then he says, "To tell you the truth, this is the first time in my life I've ever wanted to study something seriously. I've never had bad grades. They weren't especially good, but they weren't bad, either. I could always get the point of things where it really mattered, so I could always manage with the grades. I'm good at that. Which is why I got into a pretty good school, and if I keep up what I'm doing now, I can probably get a job at a pretty good company. So then I'll probably make a good marriage and have a pretty good home... you see? But now I'm sick of the whole thing. All of a sudden."

After Dark, Haruki Murakami

Well, I look at life as if it's a really long road trip. At one point it becomes tiring, wearying and discomforting but it's a whole lotta fun when you're surrounded by the people you love. Maybe it'll be helpful for me to forget about the destination for a while, and just enjoy the ride. I'll get there when I get there. But get where exactly? I don't know.

If people ask me how I see myself 5, 10, 20 years from now, I'll probably be able to give a rather good answer because I'm good at coming up with answers to anticipated questions (haha). 5 years from now I'll be 30, living independently, enjoying a successful career, about to start a family with a good blah blah blah

Truthfully, though, this is the only answer I can come up with right now: I don't really know where I'll be XX years from now but I'm pretty sure my life won't suck because I won't allow it.

How's that for positivism? :-)

Love Hurts

It's 2 a.m. and I'm not even sleepy at all. anyway, don't be fooled by the title. this post has nothing to do with love.


just learned that Incubus' song Love Hurts is somewhere in the top 10 of billboard's modern rock chart this week. HELLO! That song is from the Light Grenades album and it's 2 years old.

It's also one of the band's suckiest songs in my opinion. Having that song out makes them compare more with bands like the click five or boys like girls rather than the foo fighters or audioslave. Having that song also makes them unfit to play european rock festivals (which they've been playing every year). As if the crowd needs more reasons to throw stuff and boo them. they should leave the whiny, cheeseball songs to the new bands.

How can you play right before Metallica or Rage with a song that goes "Love hurts but sometimes it's a good hurt and if feels like I'm alive... without love i won't survive".

Heck, I'm finding it hard to believe that this songwriter is the same one who wrote Megalomaniac.


Brandon, may I have a word with you?

haha ang hindi makatulog, nag-rant. I just hate to see my favorite bands deviate from the very reasons i liked them in the first place.

although there's really nothing we fans can do if the band we like wants to take another direction. they're going to find new listeners that will appreciate their music and we can turn attention to other bands as well.

crap crap crappy!!!

PLDT DSL sucks! I swear! in the morning, up until mid afternoon, connection is perfect... fast and then come night time, it just stops. so what if I'm this close to finishing my downloads? i'll try apain tomorrow?

i need my internet in the evening!!! it just doesnt make sense, lalo na pag weekdays because nobody's home during daytime to use the Internet. Wtf naman kasi. ugh.

(via mobile)

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Anyway, here's another something from Pareng Chuck:

"When you go out with a drunk, you'll notice how a drunk fills your glass so he can empty his own. As long as you're drinking, drinking is okay. Two's company. Drinking is fun. If there's a bottle, even if your glass isn't empty, a drunk, he'll pour a little in your glass before he fills his own.

This only looks like generosity."

--------> haha may kilala kong ganyan! and I'm not referring to myself :-)